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| Wednesday, January 3rd, 2007 | | 3:17 pm |
what a way to start 2007
Well i had the low key enjoyable new years i have been hoping for since last year. Hockey game last night. we lost in like the 7th round of the shoot out... god damn ranger bastards.... but on the up hand.. I got my grades.. and for the first time ever.. i pulled a 4.0 4 A's... yay | | Tuesday, December 12th, 2006 | | 10:22 pm |
dear god its been a while.
wow its been a while and here is just a brief update as i have a devils game to head to soon... life is going rather well.. just got back from boston...had a good time despite a few issues... pat and i are doing great... the holidays are upon us.. so besides it getting pitch dark at 5 i am enjoying it.. just kinda wish it would snow just a bit... school is going crazy well.. i wont pull straight a's this semester but im ok with that... I am totally ok with that... too much shit to finish and no where near enough time...
field work went really well i had fun at livingston high school.... i cant wait for student teaching.... i also took my comprehensive exam (aka.. culminating experience.. crazy ass test.. that i dunno ifyou dont pass no masters) and just got my results yesterday that i passed on my first try.... so as of right now barring any horrible crap. i will be graduating in may with my masters of arts in teaching.... woooooooohoooooooooo.
well i will try to update more often... | | Sunday, October 15th, 2006 | | 3:12 am |
damn I know its a lie but im gonna let myself feel special for a few mins. on another note.. nj devils won tonight and that kicked ass. | | Friday, October 6th, 2006 | | 3:32 am |
| | Tuesday, September 26th, 2006 | | 11:03 am |
lately
Well things have been kinda crazy and hectic... with adjusting to the new schedule between school and work, and making time for those a i care about...
summer went by way to quick, but thats cuz i had class all damn summer.
School is going well
I am doing my field work at livingston high school which i am enjoying greatly, i love the teachers im working with.
im doing well at balancing everything so far, not totally freaking out yet.
its crazy to know that i am graduating in may god willing.
pat and i are doing great... 4 months next week... they just kinda flew by as well...
nothing better than open honest communication..
work is eh.. but when isnt it.
my sleeping hasnt been happening to well lately.
neither has my eating... i eat but not the amount i probably should...
therapy starts back up next week which makes me happy..
yeah thats about it.. i live a relatively boring life now... | | Monday, July 17th, 2006 | | 8:55 am |
Had a great weekend. spent most of it with pat.. and surprisingly, also spent a good chunk of it sleeping. Friday went out and then came home and he slept over. Fell asleep around 1 or so. Got up for the 1052 train,and into the city we went. Met up with the gallery director. Who gave me a lot of good advice and insight, and shared some pretty damn good stories. Told pat he needed to be very supportive and that i should make him pay for things. hehehe and then told me to come back when i have a website and my portfolio together. I am rather excited.
Came home and got bk for dinner, not a good decision. and then fell asleep for like 2 hours. it was nice being all curled up with him again.
and then ended up back up by him, and then out with a bunch of friends.
spent yesterday with mark most of the day to help him out a bit. and saw kristi getting tatted, and then over to marks for some tv watching and relaxing. | | Monday, July 10th, 2006 | | 7:38 am |
Yea so work is going well..
Had a bit of a freak out about one of the classes im in but luckily.... my group is incredible and had no qualms about putting in extra time to help me. The teacher also rocks in the sense that he is there for us cuz he knows how hard the damn class that he teaches is. If i could do one thing differently that would probably be not taken it in a 6 week session.. but we will be ok.
Tuesday the fourth was eventful... Had a great time up until we had to take mark to the hospital. and i know some of you know him... no he didnt need his stomach pumped. He got sucker punched in the face. i now believe this ranks as the most traumatic experience in the fact that i had to wash one of my best friends blood off my hands at the end of the night, i have never seen so much blood in my life. it was horrible. he was just bleeding everywhere. got home from the hospital around 2 am and had to be at work the next day woohoo... he left around 530 am apparently... 10 stitched and the next day both his eyes were swollen shut.
But it proved that adam could control his anger as he was too busy trying to keep zach from running after the kid who pussied out and ran after he punched mark.. I want to see the kid in jail and mark is pressing charges so i am happy. It also proved that pat and i make a good team, him with the awesome first aid knowledge and no fear of putting mark in his place, mainly throwing him into a chair.. and me with my mom mode grabbing paper towels and giving the police marks information and calling his parents and then calmly driving myself to the hospital. Pat and most people were proud that i didnt throw up.. i dont think i even got nauseous... that could have been from the adrenaline pumping through my system... i broke down when i got home cuz it was just to much for me to handle.
friday was one month back together with pat... and it was great... he got the cookie bouquet i sent, hehehe and then he had his boss call me to screw with my head... good one.... and then he screwed with his boss... hehehe... and then it was out to dinner and to see pirates of the caribean. great movie.. note to self when pat has work the next day dont get tickets for a 1030 showing. Ran into justin at the movie theatre... nice kid. saturday we went to the mall but only after i worked on my paper, and stuff, and proceeded to help him and his father put together the shed they got for their back yard. it was fun, i dont know how many girls would say that but eh... im in no way typical. then off to the mall and then off to Harp and Bard, which was also a kick ass time, met up with jeff, tracy, rich, michelle, and kristi. it happened to be their 3rd anniversary (the bar i mean) and they had a live irish punk band who kicked ass.. god i love "follow the black velvet band". Sat back and enjoyed my soda, and watched everyone else drink. overalll a kick ass weekend....it was moments like this that i wish i had never gone crazy, and it was moments like that that makes him wonder why he broke up with me. but its just amazing with him now so i am truly happy.
well more of an update later probably. | | Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 | | 2:30 pm |
i know i suck
Yeah i havent updated in a while again... but yea.. got an a in my photo class. I start my other class on tuesday... Advanced psychi is going pretty well.. one test and i think i got a 92. Teacher is deaf though which makes things kinda hard.
pat and i are officially back together, so we are dealing with a few people who are just not happy about this... there are still a small handful who dont know.... no that doesnt include my parents, they are ok with it, but understandably, it will take some time before they warm back up to the concept. but we are really happy.. i think the time was what was needed to handle our crap and get our lives in order. which for the most part we have.... so yea.. i went to the bar last weekend and had a good time, no drinking, but i think mark still thinks i was... good to see everyone.. my hair is back to black and red woohoo... kat is coming home this weekend, i will be taking her to starlight.
over the weekend pat and i went to the bar and then the next day went to play mini golf where i whipped his ass. heheheh... tomorrow who knows what we are doing and saturday is the wonderful pirate festival he wants to go to... and then startlight and then the bar...which bar, who knows...
hehhee
well im gonna go back to not being in the unit head meeting since ihave to leave at 315 to go throw my phone at people at the cingular store by my house...
till later.
Current Music: breaking laces. | | Friday, June 2nd, 2006 | | 10:45 am |
lately Things in life have been going really well.. i got my grades and i did better than i would have ever imagined.. 3.925 for the semester. 3 A's and 1 A-.... that was while i had work, school and going to hockey games. So i proved my mother wrong in the she didnt think i could handle the season tickets and maintain grades. Instead i did way better than i would have without since that was A. motivation and B. kept me sane forcingme to take time for myself. So Disney was tons of fun with kat. TONS OF FUN. hehehe... and photo class is going great... final project done on tattoos... and so i spent a good portion of monday at Starlight hanging out with Dom, Chris and Juan. Got some great action shots and shots of Doms tattoo covered Chicken Legs. heheh I love the guy to death but man has he got some skinny legs. Saturday I spent in new hope with tara just relaxing, getting our cards read by edith, and wandering in and out of shops... I look forward to andrew coming home so that we can go tubing down the delaware.. yay july... Friday i took Lisa to get her eyebrow ring removed... Normally i take people to starlight to have things put in but this was the exception. Sunday was brownies BBQ... i was a little hesitant at first to go, cuz i knew pat was going to be there, and hell i havent seen him since october or spoken to him since he dumped me... so i took my friend tommy along as back up in case my reaction wasnt that great.. but we talked and talked and talked for a long time out in front of brownies house and worked our crap out... and then somehow managed to progress forward back through time.. and this is the wierdest situation i have ever been in with an ex... in the sense that we get along just like we used to... getting put in head locks, trying to smack eachother (jokingly of course) and pick eachothers noses.. the weird crap... so i think everyone is pretty happy that the family is back together no more choosing who is going to what function. It made me realized what i was missing. Since then we spent monday hangining out and wednesday .... i dont know where its going, i know where i would kinda like it to go... but well see... i still am just incredibly comfortable with him.. the highlight of the bbq being that ryan (brownies step brother or whatever he is) was just like "you two are like made for eachother" i almost pissed my pants laughing, pat almost fell down the stairs.. and ryan had no idea what was so funny.... Ellen Brownies mom was ecstatic over the reunion... So yeah who knows whats up with this.. Im just enjoying him back in my life and the fact that he has seen how i have grown as a person, the fact that he is genuinely proud of me is a plus... well i guess i should get back to work.. i dunno. Current Mood:  cheerful | | Friday, April 21st, 2006 | | 6:55 pm |
001. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
002. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
003. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
004. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
005. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
Questions given to me by Michou
001. What is your ideal job? My idea job would be to be an artist, and be able to support myself doing what it is that i love, sculpture and ceramics. Being that that probably wont happen, i have my goal of becoming a college professor, teaching sculpture, and that will be close because i will be doing what i love, teaching and inspiring students who love the same thing, and still getting to do my work.
002. What are your reasons for being so in love with New Jersey? New jersey has EVERYTHING. I dont have to live in the hustle and crazyness of the city, im 30 mins away. I can go in for day trips night trips and can come back to my somewhat quiet subburb. I am withing 30 mins of who knows how many malls. Great schools, a pretty good art scene, great punk music scene. All my friends are here. Jersey Born and Raised, and thats the way i hope to keep it. WE have a kick ass hockey team, and some great fucking people. I mean just like most states no one is perfect. We have the green acres program, the board walks, AC, Cape May, Wildwood, Great Adventure, Delaware water gap. We have a little bit of everything.
003. What do you like best/least about your job? I love the fact that my job is soooo flexible with my schedule allowing me to still work and go to school. What do i like least, that they wont make me part time perm which would give me benefits.
004. If you won $10,000, what would you do with it? Put half in the bank for later,put four down for my car,and then spend a $1000 on new clothes, and a shit load of art supplies. but i won it in like december, i would use it to live off of so i wouldnt to worry about working while i student teach next spring.
005. What is your secret talent or hobby?hmmm. I have currently started doing the crunch dvds, the cardio dance one is hysterical since i have no rythym nor do i know how to dance so i get an ab work out from laughing so damn much. | | 1:26 pm |
pretty scary to me
Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty) - - looks very decorative, talented, not
very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and
pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity,
great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy,
reliable in any situation, takes partnership Seriously.
I would say that describes me very very well.. Cuz im not self confident especially in my art or body image. i have a great artistic nature since art basically is my life. | | Tuesday, April 18th, 2006 | | 10:37 am |
hehehehe brief update This semester is going pretty well so far. I have only cut myself a few times, and all accidentally on my sculpture project. Who wouldnt when you are making your projects out of razor blades.. not with but out of.. yay security blanket. ehheheh... So far i have about 800 on the piece but it is still gonna need probably 400 or so more. But damn it looks good if i dont say so myself. I have gotten into creating very meticulous pieces. I think it honestly helps my sanity, cuz its forcing me to concentrate especially since i have to be as careful as possible since i am not using gloves. But it started last semester with my lovely 10000 empty pill capsule installation. If you want to see it leave a comment with your email and ill forward you the pictures. They are all time consuming projects, which yea its annoying after working for 5 hours and it looks like you havent gotten much done, but at the same time, now that im not on the lithium anymore, it is forcing me to concentrate on using my hands so i am learning to combat the hand tremors left over from the lithium. who knows i may be able to pierce and tattoo yet. I have been drawing again which is also a bonus, when i have to start putting together a portfolio so i can continue my never ending education in the quest for yet another masters eventually. My teacher is also going to find a way to help me start exhibiting my work, how i dont know but we will figure it out because if i ever hope to teach college i need to start. met a nice guy dont think its going anywhere, but im totally ok with it. we are both crazy busy people. him with work and me with work and school. Either way i think i found a really chill friend. On that note i miss my friends i dont get to see them all that much, just cuz of the crazy busyness. That and hockey. hehehe. Hockey was my saving grace this semester, it forced me to take a couple hours a week and let me forget everything for a bit and just enjoy myself, with out that i think i would have gone crazy, since most of my friends are away at school or work opposite hours that i do. so it was nice having that 2 or 3 nights a week where i could just go to a game, route for my team and enjoy spending time with a few people who could come. It also let me see a friend i hadnt seen since he graduated from rutgers. It allowed me to create monsters out of my parents in that they are now crazy hockey fans; but also allowed me to become closer with them to bond on something besides bitching about work or school. it was probably the first time where my mom and i could go some where and not argue the whole time, unless she was trash talking about our goalie. Made some new friends at the games too. Two sundays ago we played the rangers, i hung out with anthony and his friends before the game, did the tailgating thing, and then after the game i ended up having to break some drunk ranger fan's nose, being that he wouldnt keep his hands off my ass while going up the stairs back to my car. This past sunday was easter weekend, for me i mean the weekend because we rescheduled the jesus dinner to saturday since i had a devils game to go to on sunday. Yay for whipping the flyers ass 5-1. Take that Esche. hehehe it was a fun game. We won, it was fan appreciation day so things were being given out all over the place. During the week i drew a portrait of Cam Janssen (#25) and because im friends with my Rep (dude who answers all my season ticket questions) I was able to meet and talk and give the drawing to Cam. Totally nice guy, Loves his fans. I would love to pick his brain about what its like (not necessarily to play hockey) but what its like to actually being given the chance to do what it is you love, making a living at your passion. SO he signed my jersey, I gave him the drawing to which he was shocked. Everyone around was asking if i drew it.. of course i did. He was just like omg no one has ever done this for me before, this is amazing you are so talented, if you wanna do more i would love to have them. and then while he was signing everyone elses crap he was telling them not to knock into it. was taking a minute every now and then to look at it and smile a great big smile. hes HUGE> he like dwarfs me. and then he gave me a hug took a picture with me and then my father decided it was time to go. I also had John Madden sign my jersey. Then went home and did the eat with my family (aka mom and dad). Overall a good weekend. I got tara down to my area on saturday. Went to play pool both friday and saturday. And now im at work, waiting for my rep to call back so i can thank him since hes the reason i got to me cam. Figure it would be the nice thing to do. I got a postcard from my friend andrew who is in israel and has been since september. First one yet. hehehehe lazy boy. And he misses home me his friends and squirrels.. hehehee wierdo. Well yea thats my life so far.. School work school work, some sleep in there at some point. just doing my thing and for once not ready to crack. Thank you hockey and the friends i have talked to in the past couple months. you are whats keeping me sane. Current Mood:  awake | | Friday, March 3rd, 2006 | | 7:03 pm |
| You Are 64% Evil | 
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. |
so im ok... i took a spill at school.. came close to fracturing a bone in my hand, but i survived... only a bit of pride lost by falling in front of a ton of people... wooohooo.... I dont know what else to say, school is going well. i have decided i am going to go for my MFA after i start teaching... so that i can teach college eventually. ill update soon with other news depending how it gotes. | | Tuesday, February 14th, 2006 | | 7:46 am |
stupid greeting card day Yeah so not much has changed in my life... still uber busy, still uber eh, i want school done with but at this rate i will be finished next may with my certification and my masters, and then let the corruption of americas youth begin... i should really be more excited about that, but i dunno.. im really blah today...and yes it has a lot to do with the day and my complete insanity. yeah ill admit it, im jealous, i try to be the nicest person i can, and i may have my problems, but the fuck doesnt. and it seems like the assholes are the ones that get to be happy... but i really shouldnt be like this considering the fact that I have no time to spend with anyone. I have to schedule time for friends weeks in advance, and even that got screwed up with the blizzardy shit. So much dinner on monday had to be rescheduled cuz mark got stuck, in all places, miami, lucky bitch. IN other news, finally booked my flight for my vacation.. woohooo disney in may yea kat we gonna go down there and wreak havoc.. hehehehehe. we's gonna have some fun. heheheh i dont know why i felt like going ghetto there but whatever its 750, i have been awake since 615 cuz i had to drive mamadukes to the train station. in other vday news, i sent my bestest friend in the whole wide world, kat, a tree for vday. it was either gonna be a tree or a spray of funeral flowers but opted for something that wasnt going to die. hehehe... so she gets a tree. a BONSAI tree. heehehehe.. BONSAI.. who i got in an argument with aj about last night. he kept saying its a shrub, and i dont care if thats the case they should call it a bonsai shrub then.. dammit.. get the terms right. well time to actually look busy i guess. Current Mood:  crappy | | Tuesday, January 31st, 2006 | | 12:03 pm |
yay no social life
WEll not much has been going on really. I didnt get to see my friends as much as i would have liked to over break, but between school and just crap i have had to deal with, it made it almost impossible.. new years was ok.. i mean my friend punched a hole in the wall of our other friends apartment cuz i left, but other than that it was good to see everyone together.
I am truly starting to get my emotional crap under control... really working towards the new years resolution of not hating myself and changing only what i know i can change. like i excercise now and stuff.
I have started classes again. and Hopefully by this time next year i will be student teaching at some school and graduating that semester with my masters and teacher certification. woohooo.. but school this semester might just be the death of me. I have reading on mondays, which would be fine except there is an assload of reading of outside of class books that needs to be done for the class and its at 815-1045 at night and out teacher gets so into the topics we discuss that we arent out of there on time. and then there is tuesday fabrics and fibers, which come on.. we all know im like an old lady and already know how to do most of the stuff for the class... i just get my entertainment from my friend pete, like last week his complete contempt for being forced to learn how to braid. and then thursdays, is art ed fundamentals.. wooohoo.. another assload of reading and work, from a book that even when you read things like 5 times you still have no recollection of reading ANYTHING. it sucks... and then my fun sculpture class where im making a security blanket out of woohoo razor blades.heheheheh
so yeah the extent of my social life is hockey. now that im a season ticket holder, that is my break from the routine of Work/school/work/school/work/school...
so yeah...if anyone wants to go to a game.. just let me know..
the one person i have spent some time with this past week or so is my ex/friend matt brewster.. the guy i dated in highschool.. poor kid had an emergency appendectomy about 3 days before rishard. he came home and had no one to hang out with so we have spent a lot of time together. its been a lot of fun, and im so totally extatic that hes back in my life, my friend again after all the bullshit that happened.
so yeah... i promise ill try to update more often... | | Thursday, January 5th, 2006 | | 10:19 am |
kick ass semester
So yeah,
the semester came and went... got my grades 2 A's and B.
Leaving me with a 3.5 cummulative GPA and a 3.67 for the semester. Wooohooo...
but better than that was my mom getting me season tix to teh devils..
wooohooo... | | Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 | | 11:22 am |
Weird Habits
ALL BECAUSE STACY TAGGED ME DAMMIT
Ground Rules:
The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
1. Pretty much every time i leave my house to go anywhere, even if its going to quick check really quick for something, i search my bag to make sure i have all my medications i might need on me, and my cell phone. There have been instances where i left my wallet at home only to figure it out later, we see whats important to me huh?
2.I refuse to eat lunch meats that are older than 3 days and I refuse to eat left overs more than 2 days old. I will go without dinner or lunch, because I refuse to eat them. Something about the idea of germs or possible food poisoning.Yea lots of food issues. I refuse to eat meat that is still pink on the inside, unless even after cooking it stays pink. Filet mignon must be completely cooked (i get shit for this) burgers must be overly well done. Goes alone with number
3. I refuse to eat fish anywhere outside my own house, more specifically, I refuse to eat any seafood not cooked by my father. Its not a comfort issue, its a paranoia issue, that i dont trust anyone else to cook it.
4. When i have plans with friends to go to shows. I have the tendency to go over plans with them like an annoying number of times, and will call like 7 times that day to make sure everything is still on, i think this is out of fear of getting left behind.
5. When going to bed at night, my cell phone is my alarm clock, when i get ready for bed, i will check my phone repeatedly, resetting the alarm clock probably 5 or 6 times, i have done this so many times on one occasion i disabled the alarm clock and woke up late.
Tagged:
Michelle
Millie
Kat
Larry
Rishard | | Wednesday, December 14th, 2005 | | 11:19 am |
| | Wednesday, December 7th, 2005 | | 12:31 pm |
 Oh Great Cthulhu!I have been an extremely assiduous devotee this year. In May, I exposed ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jr0124 to soul-rending horrors (250 points). In September, I burnt my copy of the Necronomicon (-75 points). In March, I defiled the grave of that traitor, Lovecraft (90 points). Last week, I called down the wrath of Yog-Sothoth upon ikichi (65 points). In July, I made a burnt offering to the Dead Dreamer (100 points). In February, I sacrificed chap to Cthulhu (500 points). In short, I have been very good (930 points) and deserve to get hooked up with one of those cute Innsmouthers. Your humble and obedient servant, wedpunksdaySubmit your own plea to Cthulhu! | | Friday, December 2nd, 2005 | | 3:44 pm |
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